it’s midnight and you’re all I can think about
who you are with; what you’re doing
it’s not that I don’t trust you or have you
I’m just scared you’ll find someone better
better than me who is sitting in her room

it’s midnight and I’m crying over a boy who won’t care
I told you I was upset and sent one word texts
instead of showing you care you left too
I’m scared that I love you and there is nothing I can do
you don’t love me or you wouldn’t have tried to fuck her

it’s midnight and I’m sitting here
I’m numb but I can feel
and I know I can feel because I don’t know if I want to hate you
or if I want to love you more

you said you would come back for me
and that I can visit you while you’re gone
we have ways to make it work
but you’re scared of being away
you’re scared you’ll cheat on me

you said that our paths will cross
and that everything will work out
you make me have hope that it’s going to work
even when I know it’s never going to happen
you’re scared I’ll leave you too

it’s midnight and you have said a lot
but not one thing means anything
time doesn’t matter to you
you spout lies and think there is no time
you’re the drug I’m addicted too the most.